Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Missing her

Last weekend was rough.

I was missing Maddie, poor Jackson was not happy, and we were both crying. I wrote three blogs and erased them all.

I am not sure if its because Jackson's birthday is approaching but lately I have been missing Maddie so much. I feel so many emotions hit me all at once. I'm so happy for Jackson's birthday but so sad that I will never get to celebrate a happy birthday for Maddie.

Sunday I was having a very hard time. I had to run to Micheal's to grab some party supplies. I turned around and saw this..

It literally took my breath away.

I quickly texted it to James. He reminded me that she is always there when we need her the most.I needed that. Thanks Maddie!

I love you Maddiegirl. I miss you SO SO much!!!


11 comments:

LisaRae said...

It is amazing what a little "sign" can do to lift your spirits. It sort of gives you a tingly feeling that makes the hair on the ends of your arms stand up.

Ali said...

I just got goosebumps and my breath literally got taken away when I saw that picture! So amazing. Maddie is so sweet to her mama, making sure mama sees those special signs from her baby. xo

Miss Tapia said...

Amazing. It put a smile on my face =)

Lynn said...

Oh Kellie that just brought tears to my eyes! I'm so glad she was able to give you a sign and let you know she's with y'all and so happy to be helping plan her little brother's birthday party.

Paige said...

That is amazing, Kellie!! I was catching up on the blogs I subscribe to while at work today, and this made me smile!!

Sarah said...

Wow..what a sign from your princess! :) ps-I've been finding a lot of ladybugs in our house lately and I right away thought of your girl xo

feliciasollitto said...

Wow! I literally just got the chills. Amazing!

Ashley said...

Aw, those moments are hard. Hang in there!

Carmen Stein said...

Wow that sends chills all over and a "happy/sad" tear. Maddie is always with u.

Anonymous said...

HUGS!

Kayla said...

Wow, that photo gave me chills <3

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