There are so many things I wish I could tell you or show you....
I wish....
-You were still here
-I could hug and kiss you again
-I wish I could still hear your cry
-I wish I still felt like a "real" mom.
-I could feed you a bottle
-I could proudly wear your throw up stains
-You were in your bed right now and I was was watching you on the monitor
- You were able to wear all of your bows
-You got to wear the onesies I made you
-You could of wore the Christmas dress Daddy bought you
- I got to feed you with a spoon
-I could smell you
- I could hear your laugh
-I could change your diaper
-I could give you a bath
- I could see you take your first steps
-I could of thrown you a 1st birthday
-I could hear your first words (What would they be? Mommy?)
-I could of been your best friend
-I could of see you fall in love
-I could of taken you to find a wedding dress
-You could know all about a mothers love
-You could be a 4th generation teacher
-I never had to take you to the babysitters
-I would of kissed you 1 more time that morning
-Daddy would of kissed you that morning (I'm sorry baby I feel like that's my fault!!!!)
- Daddy could of walked you down the isle
- Your future siblings could meet you
-You saw Mimi, Gigi, OG, POPS, Nonny, Nana, Popsicles, Grandma, and Grandpa just 1 more time
-We could go swimming this summer
- You could of pulled Bella's hair!
-I could of told you 1 more time that I love you
- They would of let us see you in the hospital
- I didnt have to be in this horrible "club"
-You could of buried me NOT me bury you. :(
-Heaven had a phone
- They didnt make caskets that small
-We knew what caused SIDS and how to prevent it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I simply wish just 1 more day with you!!!
Love,
Mommy
