Monday, February 17, 2014

3 years

I don't know I have made it this far. 3 years sounds so long. How? You have been gone so long now. I still miss you so, so much every day.

Your smile, your soft skin, year sweet auburn hair, your eyes, Maddie, you were so perfect. To perfect for this world.

Maddie we miss you more then anything. I miss all the things we will never get to experience with you..a birthday, a bo bo, taking you to school, you feeding yourself, ballet class, you being a big sister, highschool, getting your license, taking you to college, picking out your wedding dress. I could go on and on. So many things we are missing!


But, we are so glad we did get to spend those 4 special months with you. Those months I will cherish forever. I am so glad I blogged about you and our memories. I am so glad I have them forever.


Thank you sweetie for making me a mom...for teaching me what real love is. You will always be my first little love...without you we may not have Jackson...thank you for sending me our Hope.

We love you so much!



9 comments:

Johannah Sirois said...

Thinking of you today. Your angel sure is precious.

Debby@Just Breathe said...

((HUGS))

mkhelms said...

I remember sobbing as I read sweet Maddie's story almost 3 years ago, my heart ached for you and James. I wasn't a mother yet, but knew that's all I wanted in life. I mourned for you, felt angry, and sad for you, and when your sweet boy was on his way I rejoiced for you.
Because of Maddie I've taken the extra time to snuggle my sweet girl (16mo now :) ) and tried my best to cherish everyday!
Hugs to you during this time.
Another day closer!

Sarah said...

Gosh, she was so beautiful! Lots of love and hugs and prayers to you xoxoxox

Andrea Munding said...

Gosh I can't believe it has been 3 years. Your daughter is so very special.

Lynn said...

I thought and prayed for you quite a bit on Monday. Thank you and your amazing family for helping me to be a better mommy every day!

Shannon said...

You and Maddie are the first people I though of when I woke up on the 17th. She and you have forever touched my life.

Our Happy Little Family said...

I can't believe it's been 3 years! I remember 1st reading your story and just being in tears. Thinking of you and your family! Hugs!!

Our Happy Little Family said...

I can't believe it's been 3 years! I remember 1st reading your story and just being in tears. Thinking of you and your family! Hugs!!

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