Back to work..

Spring Break is over.

Back to work I go.

Back to blogging daily.

I really enjoyed my break. I got so much done! I got to spend some great quality time with my mom. It was just LOVELY!!

But, today is bittersweet. 1 year ago I came back to work from the worst thing possibility that could happen in a mothers life, her daughters death.

It was a day I will never forget. I walked into school crying and I pretty much cried all day long. My poor Kindergartner's didn't know how to act and neither did I. I would get the occasional , "Did you baby die?". I had no idea how to answer that question. I still didn't believe it myself. How do you answer that just a few week away from your daughters death? It's nothing an adult can comprehend. How could I tell a child? Often times I would have to step out into the hallway and just the the tears flow.

Fast forward a year... Today I come back to work excited...full of Hope. Only a few more weeks until our miracle, Jackson is here. I am so excited. I can't contain myself. I am counting the days down until he is here. Well, trying to. There is a 20% chance he could come early like Maddiegirl. Both of my doctors said they just don't know. So, it's time to hold on tight. He could be here in about 6-8 weeks... AHH!!! I'm just thrilled!!